Coming into the new year making terrible decisions
My friend Aurora told me last night that for new years eve there was going to be a bonfire and I told her I was down. I planned on coming home later tonight on the train but I even booked and earlier train so I could make to the bonfire since it was in Oceanside and that's where my train stops. Aurora told Kayte to plan the bonfire and invite people so she did. Kayte picked me up at 2:30 and we found out pit. It was just me, Kayte and Marshal until around 4 or 5. Then Robin, Derek and this other guy showed up and we hung out. Then my friend Laura and her brother came. We hung out for hours until around 7:30 and Aurora still didn't show up. It was her party and she was 5 hours late. It got really cold and we and were all over it.
Some other people showed up and we let them join our bonfire since all the rest of the bonfires were taken and we were leaving soon anyway. Finally Aurora got there but by then everyone was ready to go home because we were freezing our balls off. Kayte told me there was a party in Escondido and I wanted to go but Aurora didn't. Kayte told me that Caleb was going to be there, I remembered I made out with him and he was hot. I tried to convince Aurora to come to the party and she wouldn't. She said she was going to go home. So I said ok, I was going to go home and drop my shit off then I was going to call her and we could spend New Years together. The plan was for Kayte, Marshall and I to go to the party til 10 pm then I would go home and call Aurora and spend New Years Eve with her. That's not what happened though.
As soon as we showed up to the party Aurora texted me saying she was at my house. I told her I thought she was going home and we got into an argument whether or not she said she was going home. That fucking ho did say she was going home but tried to say she didnt to make me feel bad. Why did I want girl friends again? I forget sometimes.
So I just say whatever I'm not going to argue with this bitch and I go inside. Guess who's the first person I run into when I walk into the door? Caleb. And Caleb is ugly. My immediate reaction is I'M SO UPSET. WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME CALEB WAS REALLY UGLY?! I thought they were my friends, a real friend would've told me I was fucked up and Caleb isn't that hot. My friends didn't tell me that. They egged me on to go after Caleb when in reality he's ugly as sin. THOSE. BITCHES. BROKE. GIRL. CODE. So Caleb said hi and hugged me and I pretended we've never met before.
Then I proceeded to get wicked drunk and stoned for an hour because we couldn't leave til 10pm and I didn't know anyone at the party except Kayte and Marshall. I took some shots and met some new people. I met this girl named Julia we are now snapchat buddies. And there's this little woman who I always see at my job, I finally got introduced to her. But I was still mad because Caleb was ugly and no one told me.
So I got home and I texted Aurora and she was really mad. She said we ditched her. And we did, I thought I could have my cake and eat it too but I failed miserably. I told her straight up that I'm sorry. I wanted to get it in, and I put dick above our friendship and I'm sorry. She said she'd hang out with me in the new year.
But the bright side is I really missed Eevee and I came into the new year snuggling with my cat which is all I ever wanted. #crazycatladylife
How ugly is Caleb? I didn't know it was girl code to say that a boy is ugly, because ugly isn't always the same to everyone.