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This has been a really taxing year on me because I'm basically in a transition phase. It's my final semester of college, I'm basically doing an unpaid internship that they call senior experience. I'm also working part time at my job as the marketing manager, and I'm also attempting to have a semblance of a social life. The problem is that I've been so wrapped up in myself, my goals and my future that I've completely disengaged with my family because I couldn't deal with them anymore. I couldn't deal with my cousin and her archaic relationship with her control freak girlfriend. I couldn't deal with my mom and fucked up relationship with her bitch ass boyfriend. I couldn't deal with my aunt and her jailbird. I just can't deal with watching them do the same thing over and over with the same results over and over.
My mom messaged me a couple days ago asking me if she could put $500 on my credit card for plane tickets to Atlanta. I asked her why, she said she was going to see a man about a dog. I told her she could've just stopped after man. This is probably the 3509238534th time she's done something stupid to cheat on her boyfriend THAT NONE OF US LIKE ANYWAY. She doesn't even like him! If she liked him she wouldn't constantly be cheating on him. But she stays with him, she cheats, he finds out, he calls us all about it and whines to us about it but doesn't leave! He just stays year after year bitching about the things she does that she wont change. And she bitches about the things he does that he clearly won't change! But she's not going to open up to me and tell me anything so I decide I have to hit my bases, talk to everyone and put together the story of what's going on.
My cousin decides to call me on Sunday night at 11:30 at night trying to talk about shit that happened 5 years ago. The reason she's doing this is because she's joined this self help program called The Landmark Forum and they basically encourage their members to call people they don't talk to but want to talk to and basically rehash the past and resolve their demons, get closure and all that bullshit. She said it changed her life and she wants to talk to me and she wants me to show up to her graduation and support her. I'm like ok, I'll support you. I figure I'm going to go to this thing for a couple hours and then I'll have some time to get some intel about what the fuck is going on with my mothers crazy damn near 50 ass.
THIS WAS NOT A GRADUATION. THIS WAS CULT RECRUITMENT.
All they did was have people who graduated talk about how this seminar changed their lives. How they have a new perspective and new ways of doing things. How everything in their life was suddenly made better through this program. But they won't tell you how. They won't tell you specifically what they did but you can find out too for $585, and a deposit of $200. And how they get you is they get the person who invited you to volunteer to pay your deposit of $200. And during the whole spiel they're trying to convince you to not worry about money, money is no object, if the first thing you're worried about is money then you have a problem with money.
REALLY HO? A BUDGET MEANS I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MONEY?
BITCH, I HAVE STUDENT LOANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF I HAD $600 TO SPEND ON BULLSHIT, I'D GET A REAL THERAPIST.
I was so mad because this is the second time I've accidentally ended up at a cult meeting and I'm sick of it. She asked me if I was interested in registering I told her no. I'm not even remotely interested. But I told her I'm happy it's helping her. I wanted to tell her that yet again she's doing something stupid. The reason I stopped fucking with her is because every time, EVERY TIME, I follow her somewhere it doesn't go well for me. I followed her to college, she dropped out the same year. I followed her into an apartment with her girlfriend, her girlfriend was a maniac. I followed her and let her move her 2nd crazy ass girlfriend in, that didn't end well for me either. I'm not following you INTO A BLATANT FUCKING (EXPENSIVE) CULT. You're out of your fucking mind, sis.
So on the way back I'm trying to get intel on what's going on with my mom because she's not telling me anything. She told me that my mom told her that she's afraid of her boyfriend because he has 2 guns in the house. And he's cheating on her as well, but he won't admit it.
So yall are telling me....that a convicted felon has two illegal guns in an apartment with an autistic teenage boy AND NO ONE HAS CALLED THE FUCKING POLICE YET?
Pissed isn't even the word. I'm fucking livid at the blatant carelessness and stupidity of what is going on here. It's too late to cuss people out tonight that's why I'm writing here because I have so much anger. I'm mad that I couldn't check out for FOUR MONTHS WITHOUT SHIT HITTING THE FAN. I'm graduating and you bitches are joining cults, and buying illegal weapons and flying across the country for dick. WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM? I know she kept this from me because she didn't want me to freak out well god damn it I'm freaking out. I'm going on a cuss out spree tomorrow because I will not allow my mom to be so stupid and careless to allow guns around my brother. Guns in the hand of a psycho! Actually I can't wait, this cannot wait. I'm going to text her right now and deal with this because I won't be able to sleep tonight if this is true.
My mom messaged me a couple days ago asking me if she could put $500 on my credit card for plane tickets to Atlanta. I asked her why, she said she was going to see a man about a dog. I told her she could've just stopped after man. This is probably the 3509238534th time she's done something stupid to cheat on her boyfriend THAT NONE OF US LIKE ANYWAY. She doesn't even like him! If she liked him she wouldn't constantly be cheating on him. But she stays with him, she cheats, he finds out, he calls us all about it and whines to us about it but doesn't leave! He just stays year after year bitching about the things she does that she wont change. And she bitches about the things he does that he clearly won't change! But she's not going to open up to me and tell me anything so I decide I have to hit my bases, talk to everyone and put together the story of what's going on.
My cousin decides to call me on Sunday night at 11:30 at night trying to talk about shit that happened 5 years ago. The reason she's doing this is because she's joined this self help program called The Landmark Forum and they basically encourage their members to call people they don't talk to but want to talk to and basically rehash the past and resolve their demons, get closure and all that bullshit. She said it changed her life and she wants to talk to me and she wants me to show up to her graduation and support her. I'm like ok, I'll support you. I figure I'm going to go to this thing for a couple hours and then I'll have some time to get some intel about what the fuck is going on with my mothers crazy damn near 50 ass.
THIS WAS NOT A GRADUATION. THIS WAS CULT RECRUITMENT.
All they did was have people who graduated talk about how this seminar changed their lives. How they have a new perspective and new ways of doing things. How everything in their life was suddenly made better through this program. But they won't tell you how. They won't tell you specifically what they did but you can find out too for $585, and a deposit of $200. And how they get you is they get the person who invited you to volunteer to pay your deposit of $200. And during the whole spiel they're trying to convince you to not worry about money, money is no object, if the first thing you're worried about is money then you have a problem with money.
REALLY HO? A BUDGET MEANS I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MONEY?
BITCH, I HAVE STUDENT LOANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF I HAD $600 TO SPEND ON BULLSHIT, I'D GET A REAL THERAPIST.
I was so mad because this is the second time I've accidentally ended up at a cult meeting and I'm sick of it. She asked me if I was interested in registering I told her no. I'm not even remotely interested. But I told her I'm happy it's helping her. I wanted to tell her that yet again she's doing something stupid. The reason I stopped fucking with her is because every time, EVERY TIME, I follow her somewhere it doesn't go well for me. I followed her to college, she dropped out the same year. I followed her into an apartment with her girlfriend, her girlfriend was a maniac. I followed her and let her move her 2nd crazy ass girlfriend in, that didn't end well for me either. I'm not following you INTO A BLATANT FUCKING (EXPENSIVE) CULT. You're out of your fucking mind, sis.
So on the way back I'm trying to get intel on what's going on with my mom because she's not telling me anything. She told me that my mom told her that she's afraid of her boyfriend because he has 2 guns in the house. And he's cheating on her as well, but he won't admit it.
So yall are telling me....that a convicted felon has two illegal guns in an apartment with an autistic teenage boy AND NO ONE HAS CALLED THE FUCKING POLICE YET?
Pissed isn't even the word. I'm fucking livid at the blatant carelessness and stupidity of what is going on here. It's too late to cuss people out tonight that's why I'm writing here because I have so much anger. I'm mad that I couldn't check out for FOUR MONTHS WITHOUT SHIT HITTING THE FAN. I'm graduating and you bitches are joining cults, and buying illegal weapons and flying across the country for dick. WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM? I know she kept this from me because she didn't want me to freak out well god damn it I'm freaking out. I'm going on a cuss out spree tomorrow because I will not allow my mom to be so stupid and careless to allow guns around my brother. Guns in the hand of a psycho! Actually I can't wait, this cannot wait. I'm going to text her right now and deal with this because I won't be able to sleep tonight if this is true.
