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On Tuesday, I got a letter from an 'ex' of mine, Lauren. She's in love with me, and I was with her... kinda. It's very complicated, and very messy. In short, I wasn't going to let myself fall too hard for her, as she already has a boyfriend - we actually met through him - and I don't need to be in another 'relationship' where the other person isn't exactly single. (Even so, I did let myself get somewhat hurt by her at times. 
Oh well...)
Apparently, she would've left him for me (which she should do regardless; they're really not right for one another), but she didn't feel that way, nor say as much, until I was with my current girlfriend, Evie. Although I would've loved to have tried things out with Lauren, I'm with Evie now, and now that I'm actually with her, I'm realising that she's probably a lot better for me than Lauren would've been. :3
There's a whole other story regarding mine and Lauren's 'affair' that we had also, but that's even longer and far more complicated.
Anyway, Lauren sent me the loveliest letter on Tuesday, and I wanted to share it:
Spanish --> "Hello my dear friend Russell"
Spanish --> "I'll love you forever"; "I miss you so much it hurts"
Unfortunately, I can't really reciprocate that. It's a real shitty situation.
Oh well...)Apparently, she would've left him for me (which she should do regardless; they're really not right for one another), but she didn't feel that way, nor say as much, until I was with my current girlfriend, Evie. Although I would've loved to have tried things out with Lauren, I'm with Evie now, and now that I'm actually with her, I'm realising that she's probably a lot better for me than Lauren would've been. :3
There's a whole other story regarding mine and Lauren's 'affair' that we had also, but that's even longer and far more complicated.
Anyway, Lauren sent me the loveliest letter on Tuesday, and I wanted to share it:
Spanish --> "Hello my dear friend Russell"
Spanish --> "I'll love you forever"; "I miss you so much it hurts"
Unfortunately, I can't really reciprocate that. It's a real shitty situation.
I'm staying with Evie, and that's that. 
Lol apparently you're a girl now.