RAH!

Rah! I am so angry right now... in a mild, looks more like 'annoyed' sort of way.

I don't want to talk about it... But i want to talk about how it makes me feel... mad! lol

It's not a huge deal, its a bit of a deal, its a small deal... its nothing really. BLAH! I wish i wasn't so competitive lol, life would be a whole lot less painful! The small things in life matter way too much to me lol.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh... i just want life to be easy! lol. anyways.... thought i would loudly exhale about it here just because i can.


If i were to paint you a picture of how i feel it would be-

- black for all the anger i feel right now
- orange for all the crap that it is.
- pink for all the crap that i thought it was.
- yellow for the hope that i want there to be.

and messy because i suck at art.



Then, if i was to paint it again tomorrow it would be-

- yellow because i slept
- green because i like green
- blue because i noticed the sky
- brown because i still feel funny about yesterday

and messy because i still suck at art.


Whatever! lol.


That is all.