So my dad got his third felony last night. His current rap sheet...
He hit his girlfriend over the head, making her black out, there was blood everywhere, and he was a drunken mess all night. Renee {his gf} told me he had drank nearly an entire bottle of tequila, so he was completely plastered.
I am deeply saddened by this, as he just recently got a DUI and was 3 times over the legal limit. He hasn't learned anything from those fucking "classes" because he's an idiot and thinks "he's invincible". Seriously. He'd been in jail for 2 weeks and he STILL apparently doesn't give a shit.
When I came over recently, to watch movies, he had already been drinking the whole day, and wasn't sober by the time dinner was done and we started watching it. It's maddening. We ended up fighting and I felt like my brain was going to explode I was so pissed. Then I realized I was trying to reason with a drunk, and gave up. I never get pissed like that. I was just in complete shock and disbelief. I come over ONCE, and he still has to act like a dick.
Not to mention his friends don't call anymore. That's because very time he gets invited somewhere he ends up being the embarrassing drunk. Apparently someone Renee knew wanted to send him to the hospital because she thought he was going to drink himself to death.
I am going to tell his sister about this, because I can't stand to have him fucking up his life constantly. This is the same dad that read me stories and took me on adventures in the creek and taught me about insects and animals. I can't believe it. I'm not going to be speaking to him until he figures his shit out. I am so hurt that he is selfish enough to do this to everyone and himself.
In the end, I'm not asking for a pity party. I don't really have anyone I want to vent to. It just fucking sucks and I wish this wasn't happening right now. I can't handle the stress. But in the end, I know that I can't care, because it'll only hurt me more. Fuck him and his bullshit, if he wants to change and quit being a selfish ass, then fine, I'll come over every once and awhile. But right now, no thanks. He doesn't deserve his daughter anymore. I've already done too much just by giving a shit.