I think it's story time with Tet, now.
I had been friends with a guy for almost a year. I knew he had a crush on me, but he controlled himself because I was in a serious relationship. When that ended, even though I was grieving over not only a miscarriage, but also losing the baby's father, he readily started to pursue me only two or three weeks after it happened. I was in no shape to date anybody at all. I was still losing weight rapidly because I was so distressed that I couldn't eat. He knew this, yet he insisted that he'd make me happy. He said that we had so much in common. He said that he had high standards in women and I met all of them. He said that he deserved me. When I told him that I was sorry, I just wasn't attracted to him, he insisted that it was just because I had met him while I was dating this other guy. He said my mindset was still that he was a friend only. He said that anybody can love someone if they try hard enough.
I shut him down and I shut him down, but it was never enough. He was a good friend. I didn't want to lose him, too. I hung out with him one night and he tried to grope me in a public place. I blew it off because he was tipsy, but I did call him on it. I went for a walk with him once he sobered up and he still pursued me, demanded to know my mindset. He acted like there was something wrong with him or something wrong with me because I wasn't attracted to him. It ended up with me breaking down in tears because he was causing me so much pain on top of everything else I was going through and I rarely ever cry in front of anybody.
He felt obligated to have me. He acted like I didn't know what I want in a man, that he knew better what was inside my heart than I did. He did not. I lost a good friend to the idea that one person can claim another. You can't force feelings. You give your heart to someone else, they can't take it, no matter how hard they try.
Tonight, months later, he sent me an apology. He said because of recent events in the news, he recognized that he was the problem and he will never forgive himself for it. I don't care what your opinion on this whole #yesallwomen thing is. I'm not even sure how I feel about it. But I'm telling you that good came out of it. This conversation on obligation helped a man recognize how much of a shitty person he was being. That he tried to violate me when I was at my most vulnerable. That he tried to take advantage of me when I needed my friend the most. This dialogue made a man change for the better and therefore, no matter how this started, it is good and obviously something which is needed.