Oh sorry, must've misunderstood your reasoning when you said you choose LDRs on purpose.
Maybe you were thinking about my post I don't have trust issues regarding someone cheating on me, probably because none of my exes had cheated on me. Maybe I subconsciously don't care if they do, because that would give me a reason to end the relationship. After reflecting on my attitude towards relationships, it just didn't make sense for me to be in one since, at my age, I feel as though people get into relationships with the goal of marriage in mind. I don't think I'm a relationship person, because I'm the happiest when I'm single, with just my regular friends, family, and pets keeping me company.
My trust issues are more about trusting someone with personal/private information about myself, and then having that person betraying my trust by gossiping about me behind my back or lying and destroying my reputation. I live in a place where pretty much everyone knows everyone else, so stuff like that spreads like wildfire. One emotionally-abusive guy had attempted to slander my name to my friends and family, and for reasons unknown to me, no one told me anything because they believed him over the person they knew me to be. He wasn't even charismatic or anything so I have simply no clue. It only came to a head when he tried to get my best friend involved and finally I was informed.
Overall, I'm an intensely private person, and whoever I'm with is supposed to know that so I find that kind of betrayal of trust unforgivable.