I know a Neopets forum isn't really the best place to go for this kind of thing but I really have nowhere else to go, plus I really like this place and it feels warm and friendly so I figured I would go ahead and see what kind of results I get.
Anyway, I've been engaged to my fiance for almost 9 months now. I couldn't be happier, never have been and probably never will be. I love her with every ounce of my being, and want to be with her for the rest of my life, and all the other good stuff you could imagine. But, I am a severely insecure person, and also suffer from paranoid schizophrenia.
So with that being said, the problem that I have is thinking that she is always talking to other people on dating sites or through text or, whatever, and is eventually going to leave me for someone else. It's not that I don't trust her or anything, it's just that like a famous YouTuber Shane Dawson talks about, there's a 99.99% chance of it not happening, but there's still that .01% that it can happen, and that .01% absolutely kills me. Every time she receives a message, I get insecure and think she's talking with some other guy. Every time we're apart for even 2 minutes I think she's with someone else
And I am so terrified this is going to tear us apart eventually or at least damage our relationship