SpoilerI like peanut butter and hot cheetos together.
Also, this week is the first time I've ever had the urge to self-harm again. It's been like four years since the last time I hurt myself? I just had so much anger in my stomach I couldn't stand it. I ended up punching a hole through a door that we're gonna remove anyways. I mean, I knew this day would come, eventually I'd slip. I'm okay now. But reflecting on it sucks. Like I've just had so much happening...I don't feel like I've had a break from financial stress, economic stress (not having a car really prevents me from going to school, going to work, etc) and health-related stress. There is only so much one person can handle.
Things might be really shitty right now but they'll get better eventually, you have to try to keep your head above the water and keep swimming against the tide, eventually you'll reach the island right? It's like they say, for every dark night there's a brighter day, everyone slips up now and then so it's okay, we're only human after all. But you're a fucking champ so I know you'll get through all the stress eventually, sending much love your way!