As sudden as this is, I'm signing off, for the last time.
This is quite the decision for me to leave Neopets after my comeback this February. A big one at that. And so I thought I'd tell you a bit about why I decided to join up.
As many of you know, I haven't had the easiest life, and I think it might be good for me to tell you guys why the past six months have been so important to me.
As a child I was abused from age 4 up until the age of 17. For a while afterwards, I was fine. Then, last year I had an intense breakdown including self-harm, suicide attempts, and drinking to a very dangerous point. I came out of rehab early February confused and lost. I really had no idea who I was or what my life had been like. As a result, I went back to my childhood, to relive the moments that were good, that were safe. It didn't take me long to rediscover Neopets that I had given up 5 years earlier. Then I met this wonderful little community full of intelligent people who came up with a brilliant way to crack TNT's shit wide open! And I really liked that.
It's been wonderful, it really has. But today I've made some very important decisions regarding the direction of my life. I'm moving on to greener pastures and I'm really proud that I can actually take control of my life and trust myself enough to move on. My time with Neo really has come to an end but I'm thankful that I accomplished what I set out to; a journey into my past - as cheesy as that sounds.
So with my last goodbye, I thought I'd thank you all for a pleasurable time here. Of course, I know some of you will be glad to see off my complaining and iron edged opinions, and I truly am sorry if I've upset a lot of you. I am human.
So to everyone here, thank you for being an important piece in a chapter of my life that I'm ready to close.