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[yeah]

hello there, my name is Lee, I joined this fun and funky little community in 2011, was pretty active, then stopped posting in 2012 and I do not remember why, but I got back into neopets like a week ago so i'm back now

 

I was a young whippersnapper back then and as such I was obnoxious and pretentious but then again who wasn't

 

over the past 2 years I have (not in this order) been diagnosed with clinical depression, PTSD and a learning disorder, started (and stopped) majorly self-harming, been through 2 abusive relationships, dropped out of school, lost most of my friends, attempted suicide, discovered I am very gay, and a bunch of other bullshit but I guess the important part is i'm still here and i'm still fighting

 

anyway yeah! hoping codex will be as cool a place to hang out as it once was

 

feel free to talk to me if you're feeling so inclined

 

[Wynd]

Wow, sounds like you've been through a tough road. I'm sorry to hear. Some of those I can relate to more or less, so don't feel alone on those things. I've been suffering an awful depression for a while and haven't really done much about it. I'm trying to make it water under the bridge, but the fact that I'm terribly sensitive doesn't help. Though, I try to make up for lost times and look at the happy things. I know it doesn't help people to say stuff like this, but I would just look at things in a brighter mood and stand up tall when doing so. It's helped me a ton, but who knows. Maybe I'm coo-coo.

 

Welcome back, though! Glad to hear you're doing alright if not better than alright. I personally just got back a month ago (or so) because I took a pretty big hiatus while getting addicted to other games. I decided that I need to give Neo some lovings again. Especially since my A key is broken, so I can't really play any WASD games. ( )

Edited by Wundy, 26 November 2014 - 09:04 PM.

[Nymh]

Glad to have you back <3

[Unmata]

i'm still here and i'm still fighting

 

 

Welcome back, Lee. Life likes to run a person over and drag them out to their very limits. I think you're an incredibly strong person to endure so much concentrated stress within that time. 

 

@Wundy can you keybind E,S,D, F to play instead? 

[Wynd]

@0ryx I can't because the game also has binds on those keys that I need and use. I tried it, and everything got mixed up and I just couldn't do it lol

[yeah]

Wow, sounds like you've been through a tough road. I'm sorry to hear. Some of those I can relate to more or less, so don't feel alone on those things. I've been suffering an awful depression for a while and haven't really done much about it. I'm trying to make it water under the bridge, but the fact that I'm terribly sensitive doesn't help. Though, I try to make up for lost times and look at the happy things. I know it doesn't help people to say stuff like this, but I would just look at things in a brighter mood and stand up tall when doing so. It's helped me a ton, but who knows. Maybe I'm coo-coo. 

have you been in contact with a psychiatrist? as much as some people are against it, proper medication has helped me more than words can say, and you can even just create a "game plan" with that professional's assistance if you don't want to take meds - eating right, getting good sunlight, and exercising at least 3x a week is supposed to help a ton, best of luck!

 

Glad to have you back <3

aw nymh, it's great to see you again <3 you've always been so kind to me

 

Welcome to codex

thanks!

 

Welcome back, Lee. Life likes to run a person over and drag them out to their very limits. I think you're an incredibly strong person to endure so much concentrated stress within that time.

thank you! I try my hardest

[Wynd]

@yeah  I haven't bothered with a psychiatrist. It's just not that bad to me to do that yet. I also agree, medication can really help beyond words. Exercising is really good for me too. I've been doing a ton of runs and it always makes me feel better. And thank you! Good luck to you too with all of your busy things.

[Rocket]

Welcome back, I'm Rocket.

[Jake1]

Welcome Back!