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Ugh! In 18 days, I am going to turn 30! I do not feel like I am 30 what so ever! Like I still feel like I am 21-23. That being said, I know that I am literally about to cross over into the real ADULT realm. I start my internship on Monday at 8:30am and I am a senior in college, about to graduate. Well, not really, I still have 3 semesters to go! Not to mention, Ryan and I have our own place for the first time and it isn't an easy transition financially, which is stressing both of us out. We are great, thankfully, but the stress is unreal!
At some point this summer, I need to find local sponsors for our Psychology Club and Psi-Chi since I am the President of the two groups! I don't even know where to start to get sponsors, what I have to do, say, ask! I am so not ready to put on my big girl panties.
I feel like my life is about to take off, and so fast, that I am going to lose control! This is a real fear of mine! I never wanted to grow up fast as a child. Even now, I don't want to grow up! I play on child game sites like Neopets, which is admittedly all players who started playing years ago and are 30 and older now playing because of nostalgia. I keep re-watching shows like Gossip Girl, Laguna Beach, The Hills, The OC... things from when I was in high school to first year in college.
I didn't get to be your typical rebellious teenager and I think that's why I refuse to grow up! I was a goody goody, listened to my dad all the time. I didn't drink or party. In fact, my first drink was at the age of 23... on my birthday! The night ended with me getting arrested! I got a misdemeanor for public intoxication! I was crawling around on the ground meowing at people (because cats rule the world), and then I fell down the stairs of the bridge that allows pedestrians cross the road without having to worry about vehicles.
Anyways, if anyone here wants to grow up super fast, JUST DON'T! Enjoy life in the NOW!
What is up with the sporks?
Agreed! But how do we do that! Although, no grays for me yet!