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[Jakezilla]

Heres some things about me... If you didnt already know, I have the most UTTERLY CRAPPIEST LIFE IN THE WORLD.
YOU WONDER WHY I MAKE PROJECTS AND DONT FINISH THEM? I'm A DREAMER. I just wanted to be a normal kid but its never going to happen.

Heres some quick facts about me and my life:
I have MAJOR depression (due to a parent situation I shall describe later)
I have ADHD..
I have BIPOLAR...
My parents did drugs FOUR ti'mes and my stepdad is an addict so he stole my moms pain medicine so now he has to goto a freaking CLINIC SO HE DOESNT GO INTO WITHDRAWL
My parents split up when I WAS 1!!! They were fighting and I have only seen my real father face-to-face ONCE.
My parents smoke so now I HAVE ASTHMA
My brothers have WAY worse disabilities than me. Luckily they didnt have to go through all the shit I did. And my last brother didnt have to go through any of it (thank the lord)
My father is starting to drink..
My mom has breast cancer STAGE 4 (its in the bones) and she is NOT doing well
MY PARENTS SLEEP ALL DAY WHEN THEY HAVE THE CHANCE! Rarely ever take care of us!
And much more..

Some things I experienced when my parents did drugs recently..

I had to leave my parents for about 9 months. NINE MONTHS. I didnt see them for like 6 months then I moved and I didnt see them for another like 2 months! The case is still open after a whole year...

I gained a very bad depression. SUICIDAL DEPRESSION. I get sad ONCE and I just feel like killing myself.

They were always in their room.. I barely ever saw them.. I had to take care of my brothers.. we were clueless what was going on.. I just sat on my computer and didnt really care..

CODEX IS MY LIFE. Its the only place where I can hang out and FIT IN. I probably cant even do that.

It gets way worse than this.
Maybe now you know the basics of my life. I HAVE TO LIVE THROUGH THIS CRAP EVERY DAY.

So if you like screwing around with me and making my life worse, then you can kiss my ass because it cant get any worse. I have put up with alot of crap within this ti'me...

If I didnt have these problems.. I would be the happiest kid in the world.. but its not going to happen.
These medicines only help.. I'm just an innocent kid locked away in a messed up life and a messed up body

ONLY MY MOTHER SPREAD THE DISORDERS. Everyone else in my family had good lives.

Edited by //.Razor, 08 April 2005 - 11:28 PM.

[Typhoon]

I have the most UTTERLY CRAPPIEST LIFE IN THE WORLD.

No you don't. You don't live in the third world, starving children in Ethiopia and those in Afirca with aids would never look down at you with pity. You have a roof over your head. We all have problems but you have to get over them.

[SteWieH]

wow man your life is screwed up. I wish the hope for you to be honest

[supatyson]

Razor, thats not good to hear about them, deepest Symapthy to you and your family in the future and good luck with things. If you are happy here than people should return the favor and be happy to you. I'm glad to help you out when you come on here and can only hope that things go better for you, and codex becomes better for you!

[MosNanDa]

Thats very sad and interesting..Not sad as in a Dis, but I mean like Sad like :'(

[Faisal]

[possessed teddybear]

....I think  ur a cheap lier razor... I remember the shit u used to pull... I wouldnt trust a word that comes out of ur mouth...

[Typhoon]

....I think  ur a cheap lier razor... I remember the shit u used to pull... I wouldnt trust a word that comes out of ur mouth...

I agree, but keep tha comments at that, try not to flame.

[possessed teddybear]

I really wouldnt/dont trust hi'm, hes a liar and doesnt even come close to having the worst life in the world, did u walk in on ur dad trying to kill hi'mself?... I did...a few ti'mes, but do NOT show me sympathy

[SteWieH]

guys if you wanan flame please take it off board? k thanks

[possessed teddybear]

I wasnt flamin foo.... Steven did u use to be gri'm angel?

[SteWieH]

yea that would be me. the good old Fiaithful Gri'm Angel

[possessed teddybear]

man, I remembered once u asked for a sig and I made this wack ass shit... lmao

[SteWieH]

yea you are one of the fews that could recognize this signature and avatar


and yes people that was my first signature and avatar

[414de7fe6]

Mm..teddybear, I remember you..Self centered, arrogent artist who thinks his graphics are the best? If I remember correctly that is..

Razor: its not "suicidal depression" at all. Its hormonal. My brother in law smokes, ive been around hi'm for 6 years, No asthma..

Sorry about your mother raz, they'll do a bone marrow transplant to stop it..I'm sure she'll be fine

[Niche]

Wow Razor that is messed up seriously urmm I don't know what to say but u gotta always look forward to the future I mean like wen ur 18 or somthing u r gunna be free of all of this crap and will come out stronger
(don't know how old ya r)

and just remeber ur not the only one every1 has got so much shit going on in their lives aswell I mean my step mum tried to kill me and wants me dead and compared to other people in the world that aint nothing

[414de7fe6]

Holy shit o.O Step mum trying to kill you o.O

I thought my life was bad o.O

[possessed teddybear]

didnt Notidart or Jamie make dat sig gri'm? and  no Euphoria I never thought my gfx owned, I only  attempted to be good so stfu

[supatyson]

You will be stronger than most after you a free from this stuff. A wise man once said "Struggling is natures way of strengthining itself."

[Niche]

Holy shit o.O Step mum trying to kill you o.O

I thought my life was bad o.O

Werent that big of a deal I new what she was doing bebecause she hated me because I was the "fav" of my dad...how sad anyways she tried to poison me but I didnt eat anything she gave me anyways (my mum tld me not 2) so I gave it to my dad but wen he was gunna take a bite she shouted no!!! and threw it all in the bin then sent hi'm to the doctors to get a check up

Edited by Neisha, 09 April 2005 - 01:31 AM.

[possessed teddybear]

ayo,  hold up, jus because I dont care what anyone thinks of me (yeah  u know who u guys are)... I'm gonna  do one thing.. I have barely ever done... I'm gonna say sorry for being  judgemental, I was going on past experiences.... I'm sorry dude...

[supatyson]

Thats crazy Neisha, but a little funny that you knew and than you gave it 2 your dad and she busted her self.

[Niche]

Kid instinct u can always feel something wrong about adults...anyways this is razors topic

[Arkidas]

Don't give up mate. You can still be rich and live a good life can't you ? The ti'me you have enough of don't you?