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#1 jillian

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Posted 04 January 2007 - 02:18 PM

None of you care, but I'm feeling whiny

So at school there are two guys - well really a lot more than that, but... hm. okay.

First, here's some fun little character abstracts (tongue.gif)
Dylan (Dyl) - A goofy, funny, political sciencey-type of nerdy. One of my best friends in school. Likes jazz and talking really loud. Slight stoner and doesn't drink.
Amrish (Rish) - Dyl's best friend in high school, really intense about his high school sweetie. Really suave and charismatic, is a third-degree black belt in tae kwon do and his father owns an oil company. He wears lip-gloss, moisturizes, and is generally pretty full of himself. Is a poet and therefore thinks he is amazing. Big stoner and drunk. Will punch holes in walls when drunk.
Orion - comes from a small town like me. Kinda whorish, likes wrestling and acting a lot, has already played lead in a play as a freshman. Big stoner, big drunk, has been known to snort codeine. Is quiet but blunt.


Chapter 1.

First, there's Dyl. I met him before we actually started school and he has a crush on me.
Then, Dyl's best friend from high school, Rish, who also attends my college, and had a long-term girlfriend when he came.
Rish's girl wanted to see other people, and I having gone through the long distance/college thing, helped Rish through it with her.
Dyl and I kiss and I decide that it wasn't gonna work out. He still likes me.
About a week later Rish's girlfriend breaks up with him seriously, and when I comfort him he kisses me. We mess around after a few nights of hanging out without Dyl knowing it.
One night as I'm about to spend the night for the first time, Rish tells me that he and his ex never messed around - never in two years - and he's a little freaked about it now but he and Dyl plan to visit her in WashU and after that, he'll fall out of love with her and be able to have a normal relationship.
... Riiight.
I say I don't think you can fall out of love like that and after we hiss at each other a little bit, I leave. Things are weird until that weekend when he leaves for WashU.

Chapter 2.

I'm sitting in my room alone when my RA (generally an authority figure who discourages and punishes first years for drinking) comes in and asks me if I'm going to the party tonight. When I say no, he TELLS me I'm going to the party tonight, and hooks me up with some sophomore girls who drunkify me for the first time.
I get really really drunk.
At the party I stumble upon Rish's roommate and floormate, Mason and Orion respectively. Orion and I dance most of the night.
Backstory: Orion is a manwhore. He slept around so much in that first month that the other guys couldn't even keep track of it, let alone keep up.
He takes me home.
Hehe, I'm bad.
But no! I'm good. See, he puts me to sleep because he's worried about how drunk I am. He helps me take my contacts out and shit, and then kisses me very gentlemanly-like and goes home.
A few days later he invites me over to watch tv, and I make a move. We mess around.
Okay I'm bad.

Chapter 3.

Rish comes back and hangs out with some other chick without ever saying anything to me about anything.
I'm confused as fuck. Not concerned, but confused.
Orion and I hang out every now and again, once or twice a week, but it's nothing serious. We keep it on the down-low.
Halloween rolls around. In front of a big group of people, Rish calls me out, saying that Dylan is worried I hooked up with Orion because Dylan still likes me.
Anyone confused by these many people yet? Wait for it.
Later in Rish's room I tell Orion about Rish's douchiness. Orion says that not only Dyl has a crush on me, but so does Orion's roommate Tim. And Tim is kinda freaky about it, like hissing at Orion for texting me and stuff.
I don't even know Tim besides when Tim happens to come home after Orion and I are... you know.
Rish passes by while Orion and I chat and chucks a condom at me, because he's an asshole.
Orion and I continue to chat and mostly he's worried about being a good friend to Dyl and Tim, not wanting to pull me out from under them. So we continue to be down-low.

hmm, I've got to get ready actually, but I'll continue this later.

Some people may think I'm making this shit up, because why the fuck are so many guys into me? Honest answer, I don't know. There's just an underabundance of girls at my school, I suppose... grr

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    #2 Justin

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    Posted 04 January 2007 - 02:24 PM

    Maybe your being a tease? I dunno. I just know a lot of girls that so many guys like and the only reason is because they're such teases.

    #3 jillian

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    Posted 04 January 2007 - 02:25 PM

    Well it's generally accepted back here at home that I'm a tease, but not in my school. Like I said, I don't even know Tim, and I've told Dyl repeatedly that nothing will come of us.

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    Posted 04 January 2007 - 02:27 PM

    Huh. Well, even though he seems like a manwhore, Orion seems like your bet bet. Forget Rish, and Dylan as well. They can go have gay sex in the corner like we all know best friends do when they're having 'bonding' time. And tim... you don't even know tim, so fuck him (not literally).

    /End

    #5 Justin

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    Posted 04 January 2007 - 02:29 PM

    Ohh I see. Thats odd that he still likes you even though you already turned him down like that. If a girl turned me down I would just give up, especially if you were blatant about it. Maybe your just good looking? Just start a rumor that you have crabs or something, I dunno.

    EDIT: Yeah red, but its also possible hes pulling the fake nice guy act.

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    Posted 04 January 2007 - 02:32 PM

    QUOTE(Balmung @ Jan 4 2007, 04:29 PM) View Post
    Ohh I see. Thats odd that he still likes you even though you already turned him down like that. If a girl turned me down I would just give up, especially if you were blatant about it. Maybe your just good looking? Just start a rumor that you have crabs or something, I dunno.

    EDIT: Yeah red, but its also possible hes pulling the fake nice guy act.

    Possibly, but so what? Its not like she's going to get into a serious relationship with any of them. Its just school sex. And Ixnay on the bscaay. NOT a good idea, even if you're already with someone.

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    Posted 04 January 2007 - 02:33 PM

    Hmmm... go with the one who has the least STDs... I mean what? I didn't say that! I must be serious, SERIOUS.

    Just be careful what you do since it appears you're involved in way too much drama. In general I agree with Redlion because if it's not going to work out with the rest, why do it? BUT be careful with him as you say he is a man whore, seriously. Anyways it'll be interesting to see what more happens.

    #8 Frizzle

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    Posted 04 January 2007 - 02:38 PM

    Oh boo hoo, woes me as I the attractive Jillian has the worst life ever of guys fancying me, and all I can do in return is fuck them? Why is my life so hard? WHY GOD WHY??


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    Posted 04 January 2007 - 10:55 PM

    QUOTE(Balmung @ Jan 4 2007, 05:29 PM) View Post
    Just start a rumor that you have crabs or something.

    Lmao.

    Just tell everyone your pregnant and all the guys you slept with will dip and pretend they dont know you. I dunno if it only works in black comedies.

    I say just be happy with your goodies. You could maybe use it to your advantage and play with the guys who like you. Like make em do stuff for you and shit. Sex sells!

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    Posted 04 January 2007 - 11:22 PM

    QUOTE(Frizzle @ Jan 4 2007, 04:38 PM) View Post
    Oh boo hoo, woes me as I the attractive Jillian has the worst life ever of guys fancying me, and all I can do in return is fuck them? Why is my life so hard? WHY GOD WHY??



    Uncalled for? Yup.




    Anyways Jillian, my only advice to you is just do what ever makes you happy, and have fun doing it. Relationships or one thing, but just having fun is another. You don't have to choice between any of them. Just let the ones that your not interested in know that your not interested in them. Then play the other ones like dogs? Probably shouldn't mess around with them all though. Makes you look bad in the long run sad.gif



    //If any of this doesn't make sense it is because I typed it at 1:30 after a long ass day at work.

    #11 jillian

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    Posted 05 January 2007 - 12:40 AM

    Haha! There's more TO it though. I haven't gotten to the part about Rish hating me and being out for blood and the drunk-dialing and the gossip and the fact that someone's lying about Orion having a girlfriend but I don't know who... oh fiddlesticks I ruined the fun. Oh well. Where was I?

    Okay. At one party, Orion is FUCKED RIGHT UP, attempting to snort vodka and other ridiculous things. The thing is that Orion is one of the only guys who can hold his liquor, but lately he's been acting more drunk than he really is, which is strange for him.
    I follow him outside the party where I see him passed out. We chat a little (he tells me to go back inside if I'm having fun, I don't have to stay with him, then says to scratch his head if I insist on it. I see a passing guy and mention that he asks Dyl about me a lot. Orion's head shoots up and he asks whether I like the other guy. I say no and he settles back.) and he pretends to be asleep whenever anyone else passes by. The party dies and Orion and I follow the rest of the guys back to their dorm where I help a chick friend settle the sick ones in. Orion's fucking around and play-wrestling in the hallway but I tell him to cut it out because I have a skirt on. I get pissed and try to leave but Rish stops me as I'm making my exit. "Jill, you know, I'm a firm believer in the fact that what goes around comes around. I mean, you have to give respect to give it." at first I think he's bitching at me about Dyl again, but then he mentions that I don't respect Orion enough, and that I can't use everything to my advantage to get what I want and so on and so forth. Now I'm quite drunk so I sigh, say I don't understand him all throughout his little tirade, then at the end, I ask him whatever happened between him and me. He sighs patronizingly, says he didn't want to talk about this, and leaves.
    The next day I talk to Orion as I'm heading to work and ask him to call me about something Rish said. At midnight he hasn't called yet and I'm upset so I text Rish asking if he'd ever tell me. he says "nothing profound, just come over and I'll tell you about it." I do so.
    Rish gives me almost the exact same confusing speech. I start to get mad and tell him to just say what he means, and he gets exasperated and slams his door in my face. I see Orion down the hall and ask him if he has any idea what the fuck Rish is on about. He knocks on Rish's door and says he wants to explain it to me before Rish does, then Rish and I can talk.
    Basically, as Orion explains it to me, Rish believes that I raped him (by giving him head, not against his will, twice, after he attempted to go south on his own and I said no) and Rish is really pissed, thinking that I used his pain with Allison to seduce him.
    I don't know if any of you guys know me, but I am the antithesis of a seductive-type person. The anTIthesis.
    I'm agape by this accusation, and Orion hangs his head and says i don't have to pretend that I didn't like Rish. We talk for a little bit then Rish returns, and we all talk. Orion and i just kinda explain to him how casually most of the world views messing around as opposed to sex. Rish calls us victims of society, then says I'm stupid for not picking up on his subtle signals. Orion chews him out for saying that I'm stupid, then goes off for a half-hour about what an ass Rish is to everyone.
    Before I leave, I call Orion away. "Where are we with this anyway, man?" I ask him.
    "I don't know, where do you want to be?" he cryptically replies.
    I tell him I'm trying not to be nuts or a creepy stalker-type but that I enjoy hanging out with him and i don't know whether I'm calling him enough, or too much, or whatever. We agree to stop messing around for a while and just hang out and see where we go.
    Apparently we end up messing around more again. Well... you know.
    He always calls Mondays to watch a tv show, and sometimes on the weekends. I call him once or twice a week and he answers about half the time, which I find very mixed-messagey.

    *sigh* This is getting way more detailed, isn't it?

    Fast-forward to two of my friends from home coming up to school to visit. I warn the guys that if they like me whatsoever, they should beware because they will all fall madly in love with Emily, who is me, only twenty times more innocent, fun, and awesome. She wins, everyone loves her. Of course, Rish is the first to set his sights on her.
    I take her to a party with the boys. Orion runs off doing his own thang with all the people at the party. Rish and Emily settle away from the rest of us and I sit next to Dyl and his roommate. Way later Orion comes and lays his head on my lap, doing the familiar thing where he isn't passed out but acts like it to everyone but me.
    Later Rish texts me to say how wonderful Emily is. I ask him randomly if Orion has said anything about me. Rish immediately calls me and begins the conversation with "You aren't INTO him, are you? You know he'll just hurt you. You know he talks to this girl back home like every night - for hours. Don't get serious about him, is all I'm saying." Note that I stay with Orion a bit and I've never seen him talking to anyone back home.
    Emily likes Rish a little but finds him a little overzealous and goes home weary of him.

    Now a few days ago I was at a party chatting with Emily, who has a new boyfriend, about Grinnell. She giggles and mentions how Rish had said he hated me, that my actions show that I am 'an ugly person on the inside' and also that it was bitchy of me to have a crush on Orion when he's got a girlfriend.
    Blegh.
    So as I'm drunk (really, I'm mentioning the few and far-between times when I'm drunk, these are parties that are a few weeks apart, I'm not this bad!) and it is 3:30 (though I do not realize that at the time) I call Orion from my car, ask him if he's up, cause I don't want to bother him. "Oh, I was just gonna go get some water anyway, I was gonna get up." We make small talk a little before my phone starts to run out of batteries. I tell him I like him, he says he never gets tired of hearing that and that he likes me too, but he's not sure we should-
    and that's when we got cut off. And my phone was a little prick.
    I checked the next day and I had a quiet voicemail from him saying that I could call whenever, since he suspected I had something to talk about. He also sent me a facebook message saying either I could call him or he'd call me, which is weird since he never checks facebook.

    So this was like the 29th. I've been waiting for him to call back so I'm not all nutty-sounding, but I texted him a few nights ago to see what he was up to, he said he was heading somewhere to smoke up, what was I doing blah blah small talk and I said to call me if he got a chance.

    And he hasn't! So.

    Oh, hey, today (The fifth) is his birthday. I posted on his wall on facebook but I don't think I'll call him unless you guys are sure I should.

    I dunno, I guess just discuss?

    #12 Frizzle

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    Posted 05 January 2007 - 01:54 AM

    No-one's gonna discuss that. I doubt anyone read it tongue.gif

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    Posted 05 January 2007 - 02:13 AM

    laugh.gif I read it. Though pretty much the only thing gong through my head right now is "OMG DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA!!"

    Sorry my response isn't much help, but that's about as good as it gets at 5:13 am tongue.gif

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    Posted 05 January 2007 - 07:23 AM

    QUOTE(Frizzle @ Jan 4 2007, 10:38 PM) View Post
    Oh boo hoo, woes me as I the attractive Jillian has the worst life ever of guys fancying me, and all I can do in return is fuck them? Why is my life so hard? WHY GOD WHY??


    I seriously laughed so hard at this I think my ribs decided to implode.

    I could make some incredibly nasty comments here. I really, really could. I could be downright vindictive, and I'd probably get in trouble for it too. It's a shame.

    But wow, how much did these guys have to pay?



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    Posted 05 January 2007 - 07:56 AM

    Give him a call. I mean, why not? It is his birthday so its not like you can't turn the call into something innocent.


    Still sounds like you have way to much drama on your hands. As long as your having fun, I guess its ok. Just be careful not to get hurt or not to hurt someone else over stupid games.

    #16 Jewbert

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    Posted 05 January 2007 - 12:10 PM

    The whole drinking and doing drugs repulses me anyways so I have NOTHING positive to say about this situation.
    Completely ridiculous.

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    Posted 05 January 2007 - 12:12 PM

    I read it all happy.gif.

    I think you should call him.

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    Posted 05 January 2007 - 12:15 PM

    Do you want an honest opinion, or something that is sugar coated?

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    Posted 05 January 2007 - 12:42 PM

    QUOTE(Elfonso @ Jan 5 2007, 03:15 PM) View Post
    Do you want an honest opinion, or something that is sugar coated?

    nobody wants ur opinion ggpnt

    jk luvu

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    Posted 05 January 2007 - 12:44 PM

    QUOTE(speaker @ Jan 5 2007, 04:42 PM) View Post
    nobody wants ur opinion ggpnt

    jk luvu


    Erm....?

    loveu2?

    #21 Guest_Ali_*

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    Posted 05 January 2007 - 01:57 PM

    Jillian...
    I miss you. sad.gif

    #22 Ender

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    Posted 05 January 2007 - 03:32 PM

    JILLIAN!! sad.gif I'm with Ali. I miss you! Remember the awesome Zelda sigs that you made Eric and I?

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    Posted 05 January 2007 - 03:41 PM

    QUOTE(Ender @ Jan 5 2007, 04:32 PM) View Post
    JILLIAN!! sad.gif I'm with Ali. I miss you! Remember the awesome Zelda sigs that you made Eric and I?

    I still have mine in my photobucket I think.
    Yep.


    #24 jillian

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    Posted 06 January 2007 - 01:55 PM

    *giggle* Honest opinions por favor. I've asked some of my male friends and my brother and opinions range from "you're so in" to "he's a whore, get away" to "don't call him, you're acting desperate enough."

    Brookus, thanks for being really immature and posting that you're not going to post anything. Firstly, this is about the guys involved, not my substance abuse. The drinking and drugs really don't have much to do with it, past the fact that I agree Orion's in a little deep (mixing vicatin, pot, and heavy amounts of alkyhol). And basically, I'm doing fairly successfully at a very highly rated school, and I've managed to keep their highest scholarship while drinking and smoking and dealing with this shit, so... I don't need to be preached at by someone who doesn't know what she's talking about. kbyethx

    *giggle* I missed you guys too, but I can't honestly believe that you missed my constant bitching and fight-starting. I mean, I find it amusing but... tongue.gif

    EDIT: Sorry cara, I don't know all these people around here nowadays, you whipper-snappers.

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    Posted 06 January 2007 - 01:56 PM

    all of your friends have the wackiest names ever


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