*giggle* Well, no, these are the only two guys I've given oral to in college - messing around being a euphemism because there are kids on the board, and a general term that we use in college in general.
And the Rish story is something I didn't get into much detail with for the same reason, I didn't want to be very explicit. Basically, he kissed me and we made out for quite some time then he tried to finger me and I said no, not because I thought I'd be innocent then, but because I was having feminine issues. Follow? Good. Then I went down on him and he seemed to enjoy it, as guys tend to. Months later, after not talking to me for a while and not telling me why, he told Orion he thought I raped him. I brought the events of that night up because 1, his attempts mean that he was willing to do more than just kiss, and 2, I said no and that means that it's okay for him to shut me down too.
Are we good? Cause now I'm gonna get a warning or something for being too explicit. *sigh*
Another thing, yeah, for a while there I thought that with fooling around with two guys on the same floor I'd be the "floor whore" and all, but Orion has never said anything to the other guys, despite his penchant for showing everyone his hickeys and bite marks at the beginning of the school year. Only two of the guys know, and Mason has guessed. Both Orion's and my roommate haven't even guessed. (One time Orion and I were chatting when my roommate came in, and they talked for a while about calculus before Abbie noticed a hickey on my neck. She asked who that was from, not suspecting Orion at all.) Also, I've heard about at least one chick who's messed around with Rish and BOTH of his roommates, and they all hate her now, but everyone still wants me to hang out and aside from Rish and Orion, still consider me one of the guys.
Also, just so everyone's got this, I like Orion but I'm not the sort of girl who gets obsessed with someone and can't live without them. I could get over him very quickly if he told me right out that he didn't want to have a relationship. The thing that's getting to me right now is the uncertainty, the fact that we know we like each other but we don't know what we can do about it because of all the other people it would affect. Whether we have a serious thing or not is unimportant to me in the long run, I just want to know for sure what he wants so I don't overstep what he's comfortable with.
edit: oh, and haha, Frizzle, you ass. I'll try, but really those are some of the best my school has to offer. We're a small school, that's why I have any chance with any guys at all
and oh, those are Rish's pajamas. He's actually got a Panic at the Disco shirt that matches them. When he wears it, a little part of me dies.
