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[Greenstranger]

I feel like nobody knows/likes me
I've been part of this community for about 7 months and nobody (except Hydrogen) acknowledges me in a positive way
I love talking with everyone on this site, and consider every member a major part of my life just to even talk with -- but I don't know if anyone even cares about me.

I'm more depressed at this stage in my life than I've been my entire life (and I'm manically depressed).

My mom died when last year, my dad tried to kill me when I was 9 years old, my sister hates me because I'm bipolar, I have no friends, I'm schizophrenic, I'm addicted to Cocaine, MDMA, and Heroin, nobody cares about me in real life, I have no family, I have no friends, nobody even knows who I am



...what do I have

[ink]

You have nothing because you choose not to have it. You had a choice not to do those drugs. Those drugs keep you from friends. She hates you because you choose to use it against her.

[Hydrogen]

Just be patient and things will get better . Seriously...most people dont believe this when people tell them...but it does get better.

Maybe you should tell this to your school counselor or someone that could help since they can do more than we can probably...

[Mr. Hobo]

You have hope and the opportunity to change your life. See someone about the depression and try rehab. Friends are easy enough to get but before you go get sober and get counseling.

[Frizzle]

Dignity. Well before this post you did. Look, no offence but your life is pretty crappy, but I don't feel empthaty for you, not because I'm a cold heartless bastard, but because I can't feel it for you, it's an emotion that I'm pretty much devoid except for extreme cases.

That luckily gives me a clearer view on the bigger situation, unlike most people who's thoughts are clouded by emotion. Your family life is pretty messed up, but family isn't everything. Thinking about it, if my Dad told me today that he wasn't my real father, I wouldn't care because he is my Dad, someone who took care of me and loves me. What I'm trying to say is, just because your biological family has some warped views on you, doesn't mean you can't find people who will truely love you. They are out there, and if you can't be bothered to find them, tough titties.

Sure, you have mental illnesses, so what? So do I, probably about as bad or even worse then yours, clinically despressed, showing socoipathic tendencies, Polar this and Polar, I've heard all before, even had to go to therapy, and it does cause my life tremndous amounts of stress and pain, but I get through, because I never give up because I'm not a quitter.

People aren't going to like you on this forum straight away, that's life, work on it, devlop some social skills and give yourself time, you'll pull through and make some decent friends. I don't have any close friends on this site, just people I like talk to, same way as I am in real life. It's about how much effort you put in to get these friends that really counts, have you PMed anyone, started any topics about intresting things, added people on MSN, participated in GFX, programming or contests that much? You just gotta be more active.

As for the drugs, I've got no sympthay for you, it was your choice to start, your choice to finish it. If you can't give them up, there's help for you, helplines, websites, therapy, rehab and so on. If you don't take any of them choices, you WILL die of drugs in one shape or form, trust me on that. And no-one will care because you had the chance, just didn't take it. On another note, MDMA isn't that addictive, try smoking and giving up hard, that's alot more addictive and harder to quit then cocaine hydrochloride.

Good luck if this is a legit post, but that's all I can offer. Advice and someone to talk to when I'm not busy with other things.

[Greenstranger]

I literally don't have any money at all

[Alicia]

You have no money because your addicted to drugs. You can't expect people to care about you when you can't even care about yourself enough to do something about it. Your sister and dad? They're not your problem. I know being bi-polar is hard to deal with...I have an aunt who's manic depressive/bi polar. If you set goals for yourself though, and commit to them, your life will become much better. Your obviously going to miss your mom...but I don't think your honoring her memory by doing drugs and moping about how horrible your life is. Just be glad you don't live in a third-world country trying just to stay alive day to day.

[Charmender]

Keep up on the heroin and you will be dead soon enough anyway

Also i have my fair share of "metal illnesses" and ive been bounced around shitloads of therapists and psychologists, ive had some many differnt types of drugs to make me normal that i was literally a zombie whilst on them

Ive stopped taking them now, stopped going to therapy, and you know what? my life is much better because of it, ive got shitloads of friends, more than i could count.

Its all about you and what you want in your head, if you think my life is shit i might aswell just accept it, then ofcourse your going to be a fuckup
start making goals for yourself, and get of the drugs, there not doing anything for you other than make your life a mess and burning a hole in your pocket

[Frizzle]

Ive stopped taking them now, stopped going to therapy, and you know what? my life is much better because of it, ive got shitloads of friends, more than i could count.

You have 3 friends? OHHHHHH BURN

See what I did there?

Edit: On a serious note, get a job.

Edited by Frizzle, 18 February 2007 - 07:35 PM.

[Fatal]

Just be patient and things will get better . Seriously...most people dont believe this when people tell them...but it does get better.

Maybe you should tell this to your school counselor or someone that could help since they can do more than we can probably...

iv almost been for 3 years now (27th of feb. i think will be 3rd year) and hasnt gotten much better for me

[Charmender]

You have 3 friends? OHHHHHH BURN

See what I did there?

Edit: On a serious note, get a job.

Haha i got owned.

But yeah you should get yourself into rehab, get off the drugs before you worry about any other problems