QUOTE(Sunscorch @ Apr 9 2007, 01:23 PM)
Well, you know...
First of all, you pop up screaming in Caps about a program not working and calling us jerks... then you were on codex the day your father passed away... then you were a missionary in Zimbabwe on and off for six years... then you paid for some african teacher to move to the USA... then you were 6'4"... then you sleep eight hours a week with a caffeine addiction... then you bought a 7k AlienWare computer... then you were in the airforce for four years... then you were triple majoring in Music, Economics and Programming... then you program fluently in Assembly, with basics in 16 other languages... then you had master's degrees in neurology and psychology and stayed another year at college so so you could have a PHD in neurology, psychology, biochemistry, and economics... then you wrote an MSAB in Perl, but couldn't release it... then you went on an all meat diet... then you set fire to a building to photograph it...
then there was this (LINK)... then you were a child prodigy at the best school in the state... then you had cancer on your ear... then you were arrogant
and pleasant to be around... then you had ADHD... then you had a compound fracture in five ribs... then you were only 6'3"... then you were manically depressed... then your mum died of cervical cancer... then you were only in the airforce two years... then you were in the paper for being a missionary in Sudan... then your dad tried to kill you when you were nine... then you were bipolar... then you were addicted to MDMA, heroin and coke... then you had no money... then you burned down a barn... then you didn't know the difference twixt a verb and a noun... then you got in a lot of fights... then you were in jail; three weeks for doing LSD, and two for battery... then you had LSD, DMT, MDMA, Cocaine, Marijuana, and PCP in your system, in
one drug test... and then you got a PHD and Masters in the same year...
And then... then, you were 21.
...that sort of stuff
Just doesn't sit well with me...
all of the stuff is true, I kept dropping majors and trying new stuff with psych classes as constant
I wanted to join the airforce and I lied about that to try to make myself look interesting
my dad is alive, and i never said he was dead, I am arrogant, have ADHD, Bipolar, Acute Psychosis, I did do drugs but I'm off everything, I did serve time for battery, I do have an alienware computer, I did get a compound fracture in my ribs, I am manically depressed
and finally when I'm actually happy about something for one fucking moment in my life, I go straight to depression because of you, thanks for welcoming me back to codex, now I'm going to get off and not give a shit about anybody else anymore, I should have realized that I don't have family, I don't have friends, and I don't have you guys, and I probly never will, I'm fucking sick of life