I cant take such brutality and so im scared to watch it
I cried a whole lot. Like...not sniffling, but full on crying. I have only cried in 2 movies in my lifetime: Passion of The Christ and then I have to admit that I had a tear come out during Titanic when Jack died.
I tried it and liked it at the time, but then the next day I woke up with the feeling of tobacco still in my throat. It wasn't pleasant. I don't know if I will do it again yet.