I've already apologized to all of the Administration, but I also feel that I owe an apology to the members of codex as well. A while back, I was in a bad place in my life, and because of that I made some very terrible decisions, and this negatively affected the majority of users on the board. I have no excuse for what I did, but I do know why I did what I did, and I recognize now that my actions were stupid and idiotic. I simply want to apologize for my actions, not only during that time frame, but during that time before. I hate that I lost so many friendships, as all of them meant so much to me. That is part of what made things so bad, because every friendship that I lost made me feel worse and worse, and made me hate myself more and more. I will forever try and fix those relationships, even though I doubt a lot of them are fixable, I just hope that time is enough to make up for my mistakes.
To make a long story short. I'm sorry for the people that I hurt on here. I'm sorry for the difficulty that I cause. I'm sorry for the inconvenience that I caused to everyone. I should have acted better on my behalf, but I wasn't mature enough to act how I should have, I guess. I simply made some terrible choices, and every terrible choice that I have made, leads to more terrible choices. It was a huge negative spiral and I am glad to be out of it now. From now on I will try and be a better person, and I have been trying (I hope you guys have noticed). I'm glad for everything I've experienced on this board, and I want to improve my image as best as possible, and the first step in doing this is to express that I realize what I have done is wrong.
Thank you.
