I wasn't a fan, but I liked that she was so crazy, hideous, and just didn't give a shit. I like that in a girl. Substance abuse... not so much, but I understand how hard it is to stop doing something that is bad for you because it makes you feel really good. I'm sad she wasn't strong enough to get a grip on herself.
My opinions aren't saying I never cared about a person and they were gonna die sooner or later 
Everyone is going to die sooner or later and there's a lot of people I don't care about. I'm sure you feel the same way about some people.
Anyway, your sig is way too big.