I have no reason to not be happy and fulfilled right now and I've never felt more distant and out of touch with who I am. I knew who I was, what I liked, what I wanted and how to get there. I just feel so detached and like I need a lot of alone time but I don't want to lose what I've already worked so hard to have.
Sigh. Gonna go talk to the school counsellor again. My friends, family and bf are all wonderful. I think my nieces illness, the anniversary of my cousin being killed, being assaulted, not doing as well as I want in school, potentially moving this year and everything else that's happened in the past year are getting to me. Meep. I know it'll be okay It's just hard when you don't know what's actually wrong in your life right now and feeling even worse because you feel you have no reason.