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[Rocket]

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I (legally) bought weed for the first time the other day, the shop was exactly how I imagined it to be inside. 

[Coops]

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I (legally) bought weed for the first time the other day, the shop was exactly how I imagined it to be inside. 

Does this explain your Nutella status? xD

[Rocket]

Does this explain your Nutella status? xD

Lol completely unrelated. I'm not high today

[Katya]

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I'm not ready for the best, worse and nerve wrecking month of this year. I want to hibernate until April arrives.

[Coops]

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I'm not ready for the best, worse and nerve wrecking month of this year. I want to hibernate until April arrives.

Why is March the best, worst and nerve wrecking month of this year?

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I throw up or dry heave every single time I brush my teeth now, since my brain surgery. Literally, every time. What the fuck.

[Katya]

Why is March the best, worst and nerve wrecking month of this year?

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I throw up or dry heave every single time I brush my teeth now, since my brain surgery. Literally, every time. What the fuck.

Because my leave of absence is about to expire and I must report for duty in the next 31 days for the work I hate to love so much
 

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Also, your confession is so weird! Is that a reaction to the toothpaste of the act of brushing itself?

[Keil]

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I throw up or dry heave every single time I brush my teeth now, since my brain surgery. Literally, every time. What the fuck.

 

I read a medical article about someone orgasm-ing every time they brush their teeth. Lucky.

[Emily]

I want a new computer. I don't need one, but I want one. I'm seriously considering buying a Macbook. Slap me. 

[Elindoril]

Slap me.

[Padme]

I want a new computer. I don't need one, but I want one. I'm seriously considering buying a Macbook. Slap me. 

 

I love my macbook lol  

 

But I wouldn't buy one right now....:

 

http://buyersguide.macrumors.com/#Mac

[Frizzle]

I want a new computer. I don't need one, but I want one. I'm seriously considering buying a Macbook. Slap me.

Typical student

[Emily]

I love my macbook lol  
 
But I wouldn't buy one right now....:
 
http://buyersguide.macrumors.com/#Mac

Yeah, but the new ones will probably not be discounted.

Typical student

I'm having issues with mine. Students need computers to get through things... Like a dissertation.

[Keil]

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I am hugely regretting my academic path right now. Like it is cool to be a psychiatrist, but there is a spiral of doom when in school. It was only this semester where we are really exposed to the dark side of mental health treatments. Before, we were exposed to people who were depressed, traumatized or the occasional the mentally incapacitated. But recently, we were exposed to something scarier: everyday people who went over the edge. Like they went through truly dark shit. Most are even suicidal by anyone's standards and you don't need to real some 800 page textbook to know it. So we go to this "asylum" twice every week (it's actually a clean, modern facility that has touch-screen televisions). I know I'm not suppose to disclose patient information, and I guess I won't. Womp, womp. Just know that my patient was someone basically your age (anyone reading this) with one event pushing them to the edge. They were "normal", maybe even better than you will ever be at your age but because of one small accident, they can no longer be left alone. They are on 24/7 monitoring and even if I was assigned to them, I was always accompanied by a professional.

 

I think the biggest difference between the patients I've experience before and the ones I'm seeing now is that the patients before were all cases I've dealt with in the past or seen on bad television, therefore I'm jaded to those cases. But with the experience now, I legit can see at least one person I hold dearly in the face of the patients I'm assigned to and that freaks me out. Because they all seem "familiar", it just hits home harder with an iron boot. A major drawback I face with this is that when I do see the people I give a shit about, I see the faces of my patients and that makes me irrattional depressed. Yeah, I know. Self-care and all that shit who wants to be in the medical field. But it sucks right now because I'm in that spiral where everytime I get patients, I get depressed and I just don't have time for self-care because I don't have the time and when I say I don't have the time, I mean I almost never lurk Codex anymore. I have a fucking 800page textbook (with almost no pictures) to read just for one class and all the shit school wants me to do.  

 

Spiral of doom.

[Coops]

Because my leave of absence is about to expire and I must report for duty in the next 31 days for the work I hate to love so much
 

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Also, your confession is so weird! Is that a reaction to the toothpaste of the act of brushing itself?

It's the brushing. My gag reflex is so stupidly sensitive now. Like I throw up every day now when I brush my tongue.

 

I read a medical article about someone orgasm-ing every time they brush their teeth. Lucky.

I've heard about that. The slightest vibrations caused orgasms. Fuck I'd take that over throwing up.

[Padme]

Yeah, but the new ones will probably not be discounted.

 

 

You get educational discount (if you want a little more off FB me when you're ready and I can help you out since I work there now. :] )

[HiMyNameIsNick]

Just know that my patient was someone basically your age (anyone reading this) with one event pushing them to the edge. 

 

 

Like what?

[Adam]

Like what?

 

 

I know I'm not suppose to disclose patient information, and I guess I won't. . . Just know that my patient was someone basically your age (anyone reading this) with one event pushing them to the edge. 

 

[Keil]

Like what?

 

He had prostate cancer and it was affecting his fiancee like in a bad way. He didn't want to see her hurt over him anymore because his fiancee is the type of person would do anything for him and have a plan a all the way to plan z. Then takes up the offer from a man in a black suit for a "cure" to cancer and goes to this facility without his fiancee's knowing. There, he was subjected to many traumatizing tests by doctors with no sense of ethics. At the end, he was was cured, but at the price of losing his Ryan Reynolds appearance. Now he thinks himself as a monster and even had a chance to talk to her as he was, but couldn't because he couldn't bear his fiancee see him this way and make her suffer even more. Afterwards, he started living with a blind, black woman with a severe cocaine addiction.

[Elindoril]

He had prostate cancer and it was affecting his fiancee like in a bad way. He didn't want to see her hurt over him anymore because his fiancee is the type of person would do anything for him and have a plan a all the way to plan z. Then takes up the offer from a man in a black suit for a "cure" to cancer and goes to this facility without his fiancee's knowing. There, he was subjected to many traumatizing tests by doctors with no sense of ethics. At the end, he was was cured, but at the price of losing his Ryan Reynolds appearance. Now he thinks himself as a monster and even had a chance to talk to her as he was, but couldn't because he couldn't bear his fiancee see him this way and make her suffer even more. Afterwards, he started living with a blind, black woman with a severe cocaine addiction.

Damn Deadpool totally ripped your patient off.

[Guppie]

I guess this is more weird than embarrassing, but I never talked about it with anyone.

 

I spent a lot of time with books as a kid, and one time during my daily trips to the library, I found a book that seemed out of place on the bottom shelf toward the middle of the Young Adult section. I was exceptionally familiar with the YA section of my town's library, and I'd never seen this one before, plus it wasn't shelved quite right, like someone had just shoved it in instead of re-shelving it properly or taking it to the front desk. It was kind of old and worn, but not beat up enough to warrant being removed from the shelves. Of course, being the curious bibliophile I was, I sat down in that secluded corner and opened it up. I remember that the title had the Devil in it, or some synonym for the Devil. Inside, there were short poems or maybe songs. I can't remember any of them, but I remember feeling completely engrossed. I just felt this need to keep reading. All I know is that the poems in this book evoked a revulsion and fascination in me. There was something deeply "wrong" about this book.

 

And then my dad interrupted and I put it back (which was completely out of character. I should have taken it to the front so a librarian could re-shelve it). I already had my limit of five books, but I knew I would come back for that one. Even on the ride home, I couldn't remember its contents, and it is more the event than the book that lingers in my memory.

 

I never found it again, and I'm not entirely sure I want to.

[Coops]

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I'm a goddamn liar. I pretend that I believe it's going to be okay. But that's a fucking lie.

[Rocket]

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I can't stop crying, I just I can't.. We had an intimate family wake for my cousin this evening. I knew what happened, I knew she was gone.. but seeing her body, she wasn't our Kenzie anymore, she's not a smiling, wide-eyed, sarcastic, spunky girl. She's gone. I didn't expect her to look normal, but seeing her body, just her body, that wasn't her.. she looked beautiful though... Regardless of how close or not we were this whole thing fucking sucks and makes me so sooo mad. I hope the kid who did this rots in jail for the rest of his life. I don't believe in heaven or hell, but I know she's in a happy place but I'm going to miss seeing her around at family events, she was such a trouble maker, but she had an amazingly huge heart.

The worst part of the night was hearing her brother lose it when he went to see her for the first time since the incident... I mean girls crying is one thing, but seeing a guy cry, a boy who lost his big sister who was his best friend... that was just gut wrenching and broke my heart.

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I hadn't had a chance to hear about his first court hearing, but here it is. Fucking sick http://m.ktvz.com/ne...murder/38227030

[Coops]

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Whenever I'm naked, which is honestly frequent, I always worry someone gon' knock on my door and like.. how do I answer the door?!

[Emily]

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Taylor Swift is my guilty pleasure.

 

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what will happen if i don't pay my £3 in library fines?

[Coops]

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Taylor Swift is my guilty pleasure.

 

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what will happen if i don't pay my £3 in library fines?

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No shame in that.

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I am seriously going insane. My neighbors blasted their TV + music + shouted/woo'd for 8-9 hours today, with a few short breaks. I am going to write the an anonymous letter because I hate people and I can't be fucked to knock on their door and tell them to shut the fuck up.