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[Kaddict]

@Rocket

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I am really sorry to hear that happened. That is the first I have heard of it. Going through a loss like that, especially so suddenly can be tough. I appreciate your openness, and if you need to talk to someone you don't know (to maybe get things off your chest or vent or whatever) and say things you wouldn't be able to say to someone you do know, I can help. Otherwise, just keep trying to keep a dialogue with people you trust as needed.

 

@Emily

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I am not a t-swift fan, but this cover is fanbloodytastic. 

 

@Kelvin

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Are you wanting to go into medicine? I would suggest primary care, as you still get lots oh psych work, but not as frequently  the really dark depressing stuff. In fact, it is rewarding, because you can often prevent  that stuff from happening. You can PM me or whatever if you have questions or thoughts or anything. I just see a lot of people go into the psych field who either get burned out quickly or who fall into old problems/succumb to past mental illnesses, just because of the intimate and emotional nature of their job each day.

[Keil]

@Kelvin

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Are you wanting to go into medicine? I would suggest primary care, as you still get lots oh psych work, but not as frequently  the really dark depressing stuff. In fact, it is rewarding, because you can often prevent  that stuff from happening. You can PM me or whatever if you have questions or thoughts or anything. I just see a lot of people go into the psych field who either get burned out quickly or who fall into old problems/succumb to past mental illnesses, just because of the intimate and emotional nature of their job each day.

 

 

@Kaddict

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Haha, thanks for your concern To answer your first question: it's a little late to think about wanting to go into medicine. I would never do primary care because it is plain and simple: boring. What I'm working towards makes me, for a lack of a better word, happy. I welcome the challenges on my own person that the field brings. There's something about the art of collaboration/conversation, critical thinking, and empathy that I love to continuously work upon. That kind of desire is me makes me plow through the scarring/life-changing experiences that goes with the profession. Also, the one unique thing about going through this program is that although it is competitive and back-stabbing as any other school, my 11 classmates and I are beyond a family, but not thankfully not at the point of being friends with benefits. We go through debriefings/conferences before heading back and the only time it doesn't work is when you close yourself out from the world. We also do stupid things. We also go go-carting and in the past tried this 5 wits puzzle interactive studio during a conference in Syracuse and got a 84. There's no doubt we could have gotten a 100, but we were too busy laughing at the stupid place and at each other for wasting money on that dumb place.

 

And don't worry too much about me. You only have the opportunity to see me type bullshit here, primarily bitch about what I face through once in a while, meaning the other times I'm really enjoying what I'm doing. I don't at all share my proud or happy moments or anything of the like here because I find it tacky to talk about things about myself that no one else can relate to. Who honestly would find joy in hearing that I helped someone consciously pick up a sugar cube with their hands? I'd say anyone in Codex only really knows 0.8% about me. I bet if I had a poll asking for my real first name, many people would get it wrong and it's not because I like to mindfuck people for funsies.

 

I'm sure I'm not going crazy or anything more so than if I were in another field. If I were an orthopedic doctor, you would see me call for a whambulence about this poor motorcycle accident patient who has a lot of grieving family members at the bedside just as much. Even if not in the medical field, I would probably bitch about the cubicle mate down the hall who blames others for their own incompetence. It's just the disgusting person I truly am that's consistently bitchy no matter where I go.

[Swar]

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I tend to distance myself from people because I'm afraid they'll think I'm annoying if I stay around them. And that's not just with strangers/friends, but with family too, even though I know they all love me (my family, that is).

[Adam]

I'm such a terrible Harry potter fan. I just realised Order of the Phoenix is missing from my collection and now I'm forced to watch this one on cable. Commercials are the product of Satan.

[Keil]

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I tend to distance myself from people because I'm afraid they'll think I'm annoying if I stay around them. And that's not just with strangers/friends, but with family too, even though I know they all love me (my family, that is).

 

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You are annoying to someone at any given point, no matter who you meet.

 

Especially to me.

 

I can't stand you.

 

bye.

[Swar]

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You are annoying to someone at any given point, no matter who you meet.

 

Especially to me.

 

I can't stand you.

 

bye.

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I know, and being annoying is one of the things I'm most afraid of, actually. In real life, online I don't care.

 

 

 

And you know that's not true :*

[Keil]

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I know, and being annoying is one of the things I'm most afraid of, actually. In real life, online I don't care.

 

 

 

And you know that's not true :*

 

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me: *is annoyed*

me: *blocks you in WhatsApp*

[Swar]

 

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me: *is annoyed*

me: *blocks you in WhatsApp*

 

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as you talk to me over WhatsApp

[Kaddict]

@Kelvin

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What school are you going to? And are you in undergrad or med school right now?

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Also, Kiel (or Keil? i cant remember, but apparently it is pronounce KALE.

[Keil]

@Kelvin

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What school are you going to? And are you in undergrad or med school right now?

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Also, Kiel (or Keil? i cant remember, but apparently it is pronounce KALE.

 

@Kaddict

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I'd rather not answer any of the questions because both googling my school and first name at the same time will lead to me and my research and eventually my contact info. I purposely try not to share too much here because I like to keep a certain level of anonymity. I'd rather be seen in Codex as the person I present as than be known for what I've done in real life. People would not like to associate with me after knowing what I did. Getting over the 50 counts of murder, arson, and jaywalking were hard enough. Please respect that.

 

And don't strain yourself too hard guessing my name. It's pointless. For anyone knows, I may not be the same person who made this account nearly half a decade ago. I may be a 49 year old insurance saleswoman named Joyce by day and fabulous streetwalking bio queen named Phyllinn Yurholes by night and most Sunday mornings. 

[Kaddict]

@Kaddict

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I'd rather not answer any of the questions because both googling my school and first name at the same time will lead to me and my research and eventually my contact info. I purposely try not to share too much here because I like to keep a certain level of anonymity. I'd rather be seen in Codex as the person I present as than be known for what I've done in real life. People would not like to associate with me after knowing what I did. Getting over the 50 counts of murder, arson, and jaywalking were hard enough. Please respect that.

 

And don't strain yourself too hard guessing my name. It's pointless. For anyone knows, I may not be the same person who made this account nearly half a decade ago. I may be a 49 year old insurance saleswoman named Joyce by day and fabulous streetwalking bio queen named Phyllinn Yurholes by night and most Sunday mornings. 

No worries. I get it. That is why I don't post my name or anything on here. But was it tuskegee? I nailed it, didn't I? You are at least 49 years old...

[Elindoril]

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I really want to spend money on this DBZ mobile game, but I know I shouldn't.

I got a $2200 tax return too. Ugh. That's so many gacha rolls.

[Adam]

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I wake up every morning with my heart racing accompanied by the feeling of despair. Being forced to do something, that you absolutely do NOT want to do, is beyond stressful. I'm losing hair at an alarming rate, I don't sleep much, I worry all the time, and I hate waking up. My therapist tells me to "just stop thinking about things out of your control". If I could just shut my brain off I would -_-. . .

Knowing that I still have 2 years of doing something I absolutely hate, with no way out, is really disheartening.

[Cass]

I'm doing a happy non-horror childrens project and Im enjoying it, what's happening to me. I think I need to see a doctor.

[Mishelle]

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I'm mad all the time these days. Things that used to mildly annoy me now make me really angry. It used to annoy me when Edward wouldn't respond to my texts but it got to the point where it enraged me so much I just went off on him and broke it off for good. I don't understand how you can always text your friends back but I'm just an after-thought. He hasn't responded since I went nuts but I don't expect him to. There's really no way to respond to the shit I said, but I'm still not going to apologize because I'm not sorry. I feel like he purposely wasted my time and led me on for 2 months because he wasn't enough of a man to just say he didn't want a relationship. And shit like that makes me mad because all I asked for was some honesty and for him to be straightforward and I couldn't even get that. I've been dating for a while now, I can deal when a guy doesn't want to date me. What I can't deal with is me being lead to believe we're dating when in actuality I'm just something you're passing the time with because you're bored or lonely or whatever.

 

And Aurora trying to convince me to come to her mom's birthday party for her own selfish reasons. I don't even like her mom and she knows I don't like her mom. Like fuck off. No I'm not going to do a favor for you and miss The Walking Dead to hang out with you and your annoying ass mother when you couldn't even condescend to come to a fucking dinner for my birthday.

 

I hate my friends. I hate Edward. I just want to stay in my room with my cats for the rest of my life.

Edited by Mishelle, 13 March 2016 - 10:18 AM.

[Rocket]

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The funeral yesterday was absolutely beautiful. It was a great send off to two beautiful people who died in such a tragic way.

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I spent around $400 last week on a new wardrobe. I'm half the size I was a year ago. I'm happy and sad at the same time that clothes are so expensive, even when I only got stuff on sale AMD bargain prices. Now to maintain and tone my new body. I'm finally comfortable in my own skin.

[Rocket]

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I hate how after an interview I always over-analyze everything that happened and every question/answer. It just stresses me out. I think the interview went good, it's a little more complicated than than I expected, and I don't have ALL the qualification, but if I get the job I'm definitely willing to learn new things. Eeep :x

[Alexiel]

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I hate having the master bedroom. It's too spacious and quiet when you're not here. So lonely and empty. I'd rather sleep in the closet on the floor than spend another sleepless night alone in our bed.

[Emily]

The topic of my essay is fine, and I think it's interesting to write about. It's just the fact that I need minimum 15 academic resources for a 2500 word newspaper analysis that's really fucking with me. 

[DonValentino]

I still think it's ridiculous that people considered Caitlyn Jenner a hero.

[Adam]

I still think it's ridiculous that people considered Caitlyn Jenner a hero.

He/she is a hero to all the people that are/were afraid to come out, and an inspiration to those who were scared to be who they really felt like inside. Jenner shouldn't have won Woman of the Year or whatever -- there are MUCH better women out there who are more deserving of the award.

[Alexiel]

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I wish you would have just let me die that night...

So close to freedom...

From the pain...

I don't want to hurt anymore...

[Adam]

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My youth is being wasted on hating my current situation. I'm already half way through my 20's, and my plans are at a stand still.

[sprockets]

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My youth is being wasted on hating my current situation. I'm already half way through my 20's, and my plans are at a stand still.

 

Sounds like my life although I may be forced to make a change sooner rather than later due to my dad selling our house.

[Adam]

Sounds like my life although I may be forced to make a change sooner rather than later due to my dad selling our house.

At least you didn't sign a contract that you can't get out of. Why is your dad selling the house?