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[Mishelle]

Everyone keeps telling me I lost weight but I didn't. Part of me is wondering if they're all just trying to fuck with me.

[sprockets]

Both my sisters have been coming back home lately in order to sort through our stuff to determine what they want to keep / donate / throw out and we've come across a lot of stuff recently that I had no idea existed - some things a little creeped out that they did but I'll save you the details.

 

One thing that has been evident through all of this is how much my mom loved us all and how we/I never really got to know her as a person because she was always a mom first and we/I were/was too young to be able to appreciate her. 

 

I wish she were still around right now because I have so many questions that I wish I could ask her that I can't like what she saw in my father, I mean.. don't get me wrong, he's a really nice guy and he could have easily bailed on us all when my mom slowly deteriorated over the years but didn't. And I know this question is going to sound really selfish but how she could have given up on us so easily and not taken any of the medication or even physio to delay the onset of the symptoms - especially since she had lost her mom at a young age as well and knows how difficult that situation is. 

 

I don't know. I guess I'm just thinking a lot about the past as items bring up memories and I don't know who to talk to about all of this since in my family we never share feelings.

[Emily]

I don't think I'd be able to focus on my essays today if someone had a gun to my head. I'm doomed. 

[Keil]

I don't think I'd be able to focus on my essays today if someone had a gun to my head. I'm doomed. 

 

Will shamefully, shamefully returning to Murica + Donald Trump becoming president make you focus?

[Emily]

Will shamefully, shamefully returning to Murica + Donald Trump becoming president make you focus?

 

 But I don't wanna

[Coops]

Kay. Bitch rant ahead.

Spoiler

Okay. So, my day was pretty good. But now I'm pissed. This is rare for me. 

 

First about like 5ish, I get an email from the professor I was going to interview and observe for my job analysis project. I had prepped interview questions, researched the incumbent, and was already graded on the first half of the project. In Feb, I emailed her asking if I could interview her once I got the first part approved and graded by my class professor. By the next week, I had gotten approval but it was the week before spring break and the lady I was gonna interview left for three fucking weeks for the spring abroad trip. And then, I was gonna go in tomorrow to interview her, hubs took a day off to drive me (uni is like an hourish away) cuz my foot is in a boot, AND THIS BITCH, THIS BITCH TELLS ME NO. She tells me I shoulda come in sooner! 

About the same time, I was distracted helping a friend, which is no problem. :3 

Then hubs comes home and has to take his dry cleaning and wants to get dinner. So I go out, and at the same time, another friend messages me on FB saying someone she knows has a son who was diagnosed with the same brain condition as me. So, she asks if I'll answer this woman's questions. So for the hour and a half I'm out, getting dinner, taking dry cleaning, I'm distracted by helping this lady. So I FINALLY get home, get my pants half off (have to take the boot off first), about to eat the most gloriously crafted pizza with jalapenos and bacon and pepperoni...and this miserable piece of shit leaves the most passive aggressive shit post on my timeline.

Remember like I dunno, a month ago? I posted that status about that guy who mistreated me and I even deactivated my FB, with him constantly spamming me because I had to withdrawn in January, and even though I told him that and reassured his fragile fucking ego, and made sure to apologize for making him sad and stuff, this guy fucking shitposts on my timeline because I didn't respond to his timeline message quick enough (couple hours, I've been busy). The laughable part of this is HE BLOCKED ME weeks ago after I told him it wasn't okay to treat me badly and that he needs to respect my space when I'm dealing with shit. So I haven't even been able to message him.

 

He plays such shit games and tries to guilt me for not answering in the way he desires or time he needs. Like DUDE, I HAVE SHIT. KAY. NOW HE'S SHITPOSTING ON OLD PHOTOS EVEN THOUGH I UNFRIENDED HIM. He claims I blocked him. No bitch, I have proof you blocked me you shitbag because I asked our mutual friend about it. Don't even try to blame me.

Ugh.

*grumbles and eats pizza without pants on*

 

End rant.

[Artleyz]

Kay. Bitch rant ahead.

Spoiler

Okay. So, my day was pretty good. But now I'm pissed. This is rare for me. 

 

First about like 5ish, I get an email from the professor I was going to interview and observe for my job analysis project. I had prepped interview questions, researched the incumbent, and was already graded on the first half of the project. In Feb, I emailed her asking if I could interview her once I got the first part approved and graded by my class professor. By the next week, I had gotten approval but it was the week before spring break and the lady I was gonna interview left for three fucking weeks for the spring abroad trip. And then, I was gonna go in tomorrow to interview her, hubs took a day off to drive me (uni is like an hourish away) cuz my foot is in a boot, AND THIS BITCH, THIS BITCH TELLS ME NO. She tells me I shoulda come in sooner! 

About the same time, I was distracted helping a friend, which is no problem. :3 

Then hubs comes home and has to take his dry cleaning and wants to get dinner. So I go out, and at the same time, another friend messages me on FB saying someone she knows has a son who was diagnosed with the same brain condition as me. So, she asks if I'll answer this woman's questions. So for the hour and a half I'm out, getting dinner, taking dry cleaning, I'm distracted by helping this lady. So I FINALLY get home, get my pants half off (have to take the boot off first), about to eat the most gloriously crafted pizza with jalapenos and bacon and pepperoni...and this miserable piece of shit leaves the most passive aggressive shit post on my timeline.

Remember like I dunno, a month ago? I posted that status about that guy who mistreated me and I even deactivated my FB, with him constantly spamming me because I had to withdrawn in January, and even though I told him that and reassured his fragile fucking ego, and made sure to apologize for making him sad and stuff, this guy fucking shitposts on my timeline because I didn't respond to his timeline message quick enough (couple hours, I've been busy). The laughable part of this is HE BLOCKED ME weeks ago after I told him it wasn't okay to treat me badly and that he needs to respect my space when I'm dealing with shit. So I haven't even been able to message him.

 

He plays such shit games and tries to guilt me for not answering in the way he desires or time he needs. Like DUDE, I HAVE SHIT. KAY. NOW HE'S SHITPOSTING ON OLD PHOTOS EVEN THOUGH I UNFRIENDED HIM. He claims I blocked him. No bitch, I have proof you blocked me you shitbag because I asked our mutual friend about it. Don't even try to blame me.

Ugh.

*grumbles and eats pizza without pants on*

 

End rant.

Ugh, I hate e-trash like that. Is he posting on your old photos or your friends' photos?  If it's yours, it sounds to me like you need to fix your settings to block non-friends from even seeing your posts/images/anything. (of course you shouldn't have to do that, though   )

[Rocket]

Spoiler

I'm drunk on a Monday because fuck life. I love Swype. ,

[Coops]

Ugh, I hate e-trash like that. Is he posting on your old photos or your friends' photos?  If it's yours, it sounds to me like you need to fix your settings to block non-friends from even seeing your posts/images/anything. (of course you shouldn't have to do that, though   )

It was an old photo he was tagged in of mine. My timeline is private from everyone except my friends. And it's made so I approve every post that is put on my timeline. 

[DonValentino]

@Rocket amen sister
@Coops fuck that guy lol "ciao your loss"

[HiMyNameIsNick]

@Rocket , you look like Anastasia Baranova

[Adam]

Spoiler

And the restoration process begins!

[DonValentino]

@Rocket , you look like Anastasia Baranova

Can't you post a pic or are you really going to make us all google her

[Coops]

@Rocket amen sister
@Coops fuck that guy lol "ciao your loss"

I know. And then he kept going. And eventually I just started laughing because it's so ridiculous. This guy is in his 50s! He is less mature than a rock. Goddamn. I'm 23 and I don't pull that childish shit on people. I've met 5 year olds more put together than him. I ain't about that passive aggressive crap.

[HiMyNameIsNick]

Can't you post a pic or are you really going to make us all google her

 

 

Yes

[Artleyz]

@Rocket , you look like Anastasia Baranova

 

For anyone who doesn't want to google the name (like I did), it's the girl with the spiked club (Addy) on Z Nation.

 

 

I'll just sit over here and wait for the Z Nation haters now.

[HiMyNameIsNick]

For anyone who doesn't want to google the name (like I did), it's the girl with the spiked club (Addy) on Z Nation.

 

 

I'll just sit over here and wait for the Z Nation haters now.

 

 

Yup, it's Addy

 

 

I love Z nation! I think it would be a better show than TWD with a higher budget.

[Keil]

I enjoy talking to the people in Codex I have the opportunity to talk with.

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People doubt me when I am straightforward with my thoughts =/

[Artleyz]

Yup, it's Addy

 

 

I love Z nation! I think it would be a better show than TWD with a higher budget.

Every time I watch TWD or Z Nation after just watching the other one, I'm constantly amazed at how creative Z Nation is.  They don't have an awesome 150+ issue comic to base their show off of, yet they manage to make extremely entertaining shows, even when some of them are based around only a few characters in a single scene.

 

It still trips me up sometimes when TWD does things like draw in and kill zombies via the sound of fire, whereas Z Nation uses fire as a barrier to draw them away / throw 'em off a cliff.

[Coops]

I enjoy talking to the people in Codex I have the opportunity to talk with.

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People doubt me when I am straightforward with my thoughts =/

Spoiler

@Kelvin I hope that can change and people realize you are being genuine. I enjoy talking with you.

[Adam]

I enjoy talking to the people in Codex I have the opportunity to talk with.

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People doubt me when I am straightforward with my thoughts =/

 

adam: Damnit I wanted to tell him how much I've never doubted him before

[9:15 PM] adam: Until now.

[9:15 PM] coops: PM him

 

 

This'll do.

[DonValentino]

I enjoy talking to the people in Codex I have the opportunity to talk with.

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People doubt me when I am straightforward with my thoughts =/

that's what happens when you're full of shit the rest of the time

[Keil]

that's what happens when you're full of shit the rest of the time

 

*shrugs* It's not my fault everyone has trust issues and are riddled with insecurities by happenstance when they interact with me.

[Coops]

*shrugs* It's not my fault everyone has trust issues and are riddled with insecurities by happenstance when they interact with me.

That describes every human ever.

But Woody is also right. Maybe be straightforward about being straightforward. Straightception... Forwardception? Straiwardception?

[Keil]

That describes every human ever.

But Woody is also right. Maybe be straightforward about being straightforward. Straightception... Forwardception? Straiwardception?

 

You should know better. Correlation doesn't mean causation.