i must confess this, because i said everything is alright but im scared as hell
2 week have been passed since im voiceless, dont know why
but i went to a hospital yesterday, and today my doctor discovered i have a tumor in my vocal chords, he said maybe its cancer... CANCER ! HOLY SHIT! im 24 years old, cant have cancer ! too young for this ! have a life to live, the next week he is going to do a biopsy, i cant come back to my home for xmas with cancer as gift... i need to talk, being voiceless is a fucking shit, i just can whisper some words, spent this week too much time chatting with friends on facebook and nobody knows im voiceless with a chance of having cancer... oh god
If you wanna talk let me know, I went through something similar when doctors found two masses on my stomach. Thankfully non-cancerous, but the whole thing of not knowing and biopsies and surgery was a very scary ride. My inbox is always open and I hope that it's nothing serious for you. hugs



