Here it is:
I am bisexual
But what does this have to do with me being an absentee? Continue reading.
So basically all my life (well since I was like.... 13) I've known I was bisexual, but having very conservative parents/friends (my friends are mennonites hah), I thought I would never tell a soul, since I could go through life just sticking with girls and people would be nonethewiser.
As some of you may know, my best friend and I had a massive fight (and since made up sorta, we're talking, but we're not best friends anymore) so I went to find new friends. Where I met this really great guy and... well... yeah. We're now in a relationship and I'm learning so much about myself, life, and being in a relationship in general (yeah, this is basically my first real relationship). I learned that being in a relationship with someone of the same sex really isn't that big a deal. I thought I would care about what others thought, but I really don't (to a certain extent). I've "come out" as it were, to a few of my close friends and they all took it very well. This includes my sister, and it's so awesome to share basically everything about my life with her now (in its entirety, and not have to hide this one aspect of my life from her).
Through the last two weeks I"ve had doubts though, whether this was the right thing to do and stuff. We talk on the phone for hours; he calls me so I'm the first voice he hears when he wakes up and the last one before he falls asleep (usually he falls asleep while on the phone
Questions? Opinions? Verbal abuse? discuss.
I honestly spend almost 24/7 with him, when I'm not in class. I try to be on here whenever I'm free, which should be a bit more since I have midterms next week and will thus be glued to a computer (and will troll codex). I miss you all!
Boggart, aka Chris.



