Truth. I've smoked quite a few times.... really just never understood the hype... and yeah I have a fear & loathing sig and a drug related avatar.... recovering drug addict. Still use psychedelic drugs and xanax for anxiety...
No matter how much I smoke... I just don't get it.
Don't get me wrong... I get RIDICULOUSLY high.. like... 2 hits. I'm gone in my own world... and it lasts forever... like 4 hours or so... If I go to sleep high, I'll wake up 10 hours later still feeling high, too. I just don't really enjoy the high... that's all. A good sativa bud on occasion is nice... but I much prefer more psychedelia in my psychedelic drugs...
Well makes more sense now. Xanax for anxiety? My ex used to use that... I wish she would quit, it made her incredibly boring individual.
I think MJ is different for everyone. I can understand why you don't like it. For me it increases my anxiety and I become increasingly motivated to clean and work. Basically I can't relax until everything I need to get done in the next week is finished.