yeah

 a good bit more "casual" but I think toontown was the first online game I played besides neopets? it was incredibly frustrating because of how fuckin long it took to load anything + it was impossible to get anything cool without spending irl money

I played runescape too but I hated it because it was so boring looking and you had to kill animals

there was also this game called "spineworld" which was this mmo/rpg with really awesome pixel graphics and cool locations but it got shut down

Wow, sounds like you've been through a tough road. I'm sorry to hear. Some of those I can relate to more or less, so don't feel alone on those things. I've been suffering an awful depression for a while and haven't really done much about it. I'm trying to make it water under the bridge, but the fact that I'm terribly sensitive doesn't help. Though, I try to make up for lost times and look at the happy things. I know it doesn't help people to say stuff like this, but I would just look at things in a brighter mood and stand up tall when doing so. It's helped me a ton, but who knows. Maybe I'm coo-coo. 

have you been in contact with a psychiatrist? as much as some people are against it, proper medication has helped me more than words can say, and you can even just create a "game plan" with that professional's assistance if you don't want to take meds - eating right, getting good sunlight, and exercising at least 3x a week is supposed to help a ton, best of luck!

Glad to have you back <3

aw nymh, it's great to see you again <3 you've always been so kind to me

Welcome to codex

thanks!

Welcome back, Lee. Life likes to run a person over and drag them out to their very limits. I think you're an incredibly strong person to endure so much concentrated stress within that time.

thank you! I try my hardest