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Posted by One of my friends once phrased the fear of heights really well. She said shes not afraid of heights... shes afraid of jumping. Like she knows she wont just randomly fall but said its that freakish thought that she might jump off the edge.
I realized I have that too. I hold myself to the side because deep deep down, you think you could jump. Im not suicidal or depressed or anything. Its just a weird fear? Idk.
Anyway my actual fears are spider webs and failure. I scream like a madwoman everytime I walk into a spider web not because Im particularly afraid of spiders. Its just that I cant SEE where the spider might be. It could be on my face, could be in my shirt, who knows. If I walked into the web its bcus I didnt see it.
and I fear failure a hell of a lot.
